This year is going to be quite the year in my life. It's going to be a year full of beginnings and adventures and a lot of firsts. And those are things I know are coming down the pipeline. Who can guess what else the Lord has in store that I don't know about yet! In light of all the beginnings on the horizon, this year is new.
2015 - All Things New
There are lots of very tangible new things happening in my life this year. Probably the biggest and most significant is that I'm getting married in nine weeks. This is the biggest new adventure I've ever undertaken, and I can't wait to take it on with my fiancé! It still seems a bit surreal a lot of the time, but I am blown away by the Lord's blessings on our lives and the gift he has given to each of us in each other. We're very excited about our new life together, but we're certain it won't come without challenges. New things present new hardships that we don't always get to see coming. I've never been a wife before, so I'll have to navigate lots of new waters over the coming months and years.
Along with the new adventure of marriage, a lot of other changes will follow suit. I'll be moving to a new place to live. I've been at ChezMK for over six and a half years now - longer than I've ever lived anywhere before, so going somewhere else is going to be a big change! We're still picking out a place to live, so it's fun to dream about what the new place will be like. I'll get to rearrange furniture! (One of my favorite things to do!) I'll get to have a dining room table! Lots of little newnesses will come along with having a new home.
Along with a new home will come a new roommate (my soon-to-be husband, of course). But I've shared my home with my current wonderful roommate for so long! Miranda has been a huge blessing to me and one of the biggest reasons I've enjoyed my post-college years so much. Her friendship has been (and surely will continue to be) invaluable, but there will be a new chapter of our post-roommate relationship beginning in a few weeks. We won't get to have the same lazy Saturday mornings where I roll out of bed and put baked oatmeal in the oven for our breakfast or make sweet tea runs to Chickfila together (as often). We won't share a Christmas tree or host MND together. But we'll still get to join each other for morning runs and have lunch dates and throw themed parties together! Our friendship will take on a new pace and feel, and hopefully it will be no less of a source of sweetness in our lives.
These are just a couple specific news that are happening in my life this year. There will certainly be others, but the idea is the same. Lots of changes are coming down the pipeline. I love variety and change and new adventures, but they can be a bit scary and overwhelming at times, too. These are the words of scripture I have been playing over and over in my mind as I've thought about All Things New and the changes coming in my life this year.
Remember not the former things, nor consider the things of old. Behold, I am doing a new thing; now it springs forth, do you not perceive it? I will make a way in the wilderness and rivers in the desert. Isaiah 43:18-19
Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation. The old has passed away; behold, the new has come. 2 Corinthians 5:17The new beginnings of this year remind me of the newness we have in Christ. When he draws us to himself, he gives new life. He has wonderful plans for us. We get to leave the past behind and run forward into the fullness of life the Lord desires for us. This requires us to embrace forgiveness and trust the Lord's best for us. I sometimes struggle with forgiving myself, so I tend to hold on to guilt and shame which keeps me from the best of the new, full life the Lord offers. So sometimes really living in the newness of Christ is hard for me. I want to get better at that.
This year, as I face so many new beginnings, I also want to fully embrace the new life Christ offers, trusting him at his word that he forgives and forgets has an abundance of joy to offer me!
Will 2015 be a year of new for you, too?